looking forward to a change in my life. =)))))

the letter a on the keyboard is spoilt

i dun wanna return back to work.

a shoutout !! i'm on leaveeeeee !!!!  

saw this cutesy picture on a fashion wordpress.. and i was just thinking of cutting bobbbb hairstyle.

cute right ?? i think chiffon layer is nice. but i cannot bear to chop my ever-so-long hair off.

i was doing the routine talk with my sister some nights ago, i told her i think curls bring me bad luck.

right from the moment i had it, till now.

maybe it will be a good change of luck as well.

i have been pretty moody of late..

its not due to family matters --> granny just had her biggest birthday celebration, with 4 generations.

its not due to love matters --> we are simply in love.

of cos its w.o.r.k. it has slowly become a chore to get myself to work.

i cant rant my grievances off on msn. i have colleagues on my list.
i cant rant it off on facebook on "what are you doing now?". i have colleagues as my friends.

xanga is my only source left, which truely is just for me and for what i call real friends. the only avenue to let off.
waking up at 6.45am, wash up, get ready for work.
9am reach office
12pm lunch
1.30pm continue to work
6pm shut down laptop and return home

its has eventually became a routine. but i'm enjoying very moment of returning home at 6pm everyday. wahaha

what im dreading is the people at work, the workload and the ridiculous treatment i get. the "so-called training".

i had enough.

i have listened enough.

and i have thought through enough.

i feel de-moralised, de-motivated (if there is such a word), 12 hours moody at work, sian to even smile at anyone that walks past, no interest in work.

my ultimate solution: I NEED TO GO ! GO TO ANOTHER PLACE ! 

what am i waiting for ??

i will help to support.

but more than that, i want to watch the movie by Jack Neo, Love Matters.